Jessica's Origin Story

 From this bruised, burnt, and broken, intensely traumatized little girl I was born.  I was created as a great protector to help this child survive the atrocities life had thrown her way.  My breath sprang from the screaming only I could hear. Over the years I have kept my position as great warrior here, and because of me this child has grown into a strong, fierce woman I have become immensely proud of. 

    When I first found her she had just tragically had her innocence ripped from her. I couldn't help but want to protect her as no one else had chosen to do.  When I swept into her room I told her she would never again have to feel the intensity of these moments ever again.  I would do whatever I could to keep this from her.  How tragic would it be to lose a child of five due to things beyond her control.  Someone needed to tell her she was going to be okay, and she didn't have to be afraid.  I helped this child find her inner anger and the ability to carry on through circumstances that may have broken a great many people of many ages not just little girls.  I would never allow her to feel powerless when a man tried to touch her.  As this girl grew she would let me play with the men that came in and out of her life I taught her to use them as a means to an end, and we never needed to have feelings for them.  I taught her how to stay in control as a woman and use her sex as a weapon to manipulate, and control men.  When things got out of hand as they sometimes do I was able to take over the situation and she never had to feel, or experience any of the trauma I could easily keep from her.  Over time I taught her to simply except my ability to take over and she could sleep and not have to be available I would take care of everything for her.  Perhaps one day I might let her know of all the things I have kept secret from her, until then I will continue to enjoy this playground people call life